Beatrice Mikaelsdotter

And I need you now tonight,
And I need you more than ever,
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever,
And we'll only be making it right,
'Cause we'll never be wrong...
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time...
I don't know what to do and
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks!!!
I really need you tonight!!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Bonnie Tyler - Total eclipse of the heart


Bad day they say, or she say, mum I mean. Why? Cause I dont know what to answer her questions, cause I dont know what to say. I think this day is ok, I think this day might be fine, I think that she is wrong. Like she thinks that she can decide which of my days I feel bad. Which days that I dont feel happy. This is a day of non-feelings, and that means a good day. Cause everyday with feelings always turn out bad in any place, and I cant understand why! If I wake up happy and feel like noone can stop me, then there is always something there to stop me, or if I wake up with headache, and feel like I would throw up on the world, yeah, I think that will say it self. But days like today when I feel indifferent, and affectless, those are the good days for me, when I dont have to feel, when I can shut off all the feelings and just be like a zombie, not able to be happy, not able to be sad.


Dont know what to do!! Cause I want you!!

Yours Truly BeatriceMikaelsdotter